Rebirth to 90s: The Heroine of the Salted Fish Quit Her Job - Chapter 4 Don't be afraid, there is a mother

  Chapter 4 Don’t be afraid, have a mother

  She finally came back and will live a good life, so she will be very careful and protect everything in front of her, otherwise she is afraid that it will collapse again beyond her control.

   "Pretty, this is for you."

  Zhou Lanping touched her body for a long time, and then she found out some money. She put the money in front of Liu Liang.

   "It's over, tell mom."

Zhou Lanping smiled. It seemed that she didn't feel sorry for money at all, but everyone could see how short she was. The clothes on her body were washed and turned white, and even the sleeves were sewn. .

Liu Liang lowered her head and looked at the money on the table dumbly. People in the 1990s had only three or four hundred yuan a month's salary at this time. Zhou Lanping was a second-grade teacher in elementary school. At this time, The salary of elementary school teachers is lower, only three hundred and twenty yuan.

  She took the money and counted it. There are fifty yuan, fifty yuan. It can be said that it is an ordinary family's living expenses for one month.

   Liu Liang suddenly thought of something. She took her schoolbag from the ground, and then flipped through it for a long time. Finally, she took out a handful of money from a small pocket.

  Because the memory is too far away, she has forgotten some things. She remembers that when she came back from Xu's house, her mother gave her most of the salary, and how did she spend it at that time? I have forgotten, just remember, this may be the most free and worry-free life in her life.

Whatever you want, she must have what others have, and she must have what others don’t, so she spends a lot of money, she doesn’t even know that Zhou Lanping, an ordinary elementary school teacher, only has three a month. With a salary of a hundred yuan, how difficult is it to raise oneself and a daughter who spends a lot of money?

  She grabbed the money and stuffed it directly into her schoolbag.

Then she picked up her schoolbag and walked into her room. My mother lives in a small house and she lives in a big house. Now she really feels that Zhou Lanping is not raising a daughter at all, but an ancestor. He is still a cannibal without spitting bones. .

Either she, or the one in front, has not treated her mother properly, saying that her children are the enemies of her previous life. She thinks that in her previous life, she must have been her mother's big enemy. Otherwise, how could she have done it to her own biological mother? Out of those vicious things, even in the end, she had to embark on the path of suicide, just to make her live a few more days.

  She put her hand on her head, and the memories of two lifetimes were chaotic in her mind, which also made her whole head seem to be forcibly stuffed with a bunch of things, about to be blown up.

Throwing her schoolbag to the ground, she threw herself on the wooden bed together. There was a unique atmosphere of this era outside. There were no traffic jams everywhere, and no place would come out every winter. The smog, the air at this time is still fresh, and people at this time are actually very satisfied.

  She didn't even cover the quilt, and between her eyes closed, the memories mixed with her past were almost like running water, madly rushing into her mind.

  This is the deepest, most brutal, hurtful, and painful place in her memory.

A young girl carried her schoolbag and walked into a magnificent house. She had lived in a small house with a few people living in a small house, and dozens of people shared a toilet and tube building. What is called heaven, and for her, this place is now heaven.

   "Although you have nothing to do with our family, you can be regarded as our family raised."

  The lady raised her eyes and glanced at the shabby girl, “Your mom is really incompetent. It only took a few days to raise you to such a small family.”

  The girl just stood there, and it was embarrassing to please.

   "It's not impossible that you want to come back." The woman snorted coldly, her tone also like charity.

"If you want to come back, you will still belong to our Xu family, but our Xu family dare not support you in vain. You have to do all the sanitation in this house, washing and cooking, after all, if it’s not you, it’s not your mother. It is impossible for my Jiajia to suffer for twelve years in vain."

  The girl grasped the schoolbag's hand and held it firmly, but in the end she nodded. In order to return to a place not her home, she paid her respect and broke her heart.

Then, in this place like a palace, she fell asleep in the most partial grocery room. There was no window and only a dilapidated wooden bed. When she got up less than five o'clock every day, she started cleaning the house, buying vegetables and cooking. She is always busy, she looks glamorous, but in the interior, what is she?

Time is like a mirror, broken into pieces. Each piece is her humble day. She smiles at others and lifts her chin to classmates. She is like a parasite, living in this rich family, deserted. After her youth and her life, she never even enjoyed life, loved her life, until she fell ill, she was thrown out like rubbish, and her mother picked her back. , Feed her, drink her, dress her, treat her illness, and give her all the money she saved.

   Mom said that it was originally given to her, no matter how bad she is, it is her mother's treasure.

  The woman used her thin shoulders to prop up a broken home, as well as a daughter who was never obedient and bad at herself.

   But no matter what others say, she always regards her daughter as a treasure.

  They said, don’t save it, it won’t be saved anymore.

  They said, she doesn’t recognize you and thinks you are poor. What are you doing to save her now?

  They said that she is a white-eyed wolf, even if she lives in the future, she will go to the rich.

  But that stupid woman still did nothing for nothing. She sold out all the things she could sell, borrowed all the money she could borrow, and even more so, finally met those who didn't know her, and she was hiding when she saw them.

  A door was opened, and a skinny woman walked in. She walked to the hospital bed, also holding a hand like a chicken paw

  Even if she is thin and dark, but she still hangs a warm smile on her face, just like her hands, warm, gentle, inclusive, and soothing.

   "Don't be afraid, Mom will save you."

  It’s just that, who can see, her shoulders tremble slightly when she is smiling.

  Help, how to save them, they are penniless, and now they can’t even afford a bowl of rice.

  The woman raised her hand and gently stroked her daughter’s already non-human face. Don’t be afraid, you still have your mother’s.

  She said this most often, not afraid, there is a mother, not afraid, the mother is there.

This night, the wind was very strong, and it was even raining. The thin woman was standing in the wind and rain. She raised her face. The yellow light under the street lamp became more and more sensible. Beneath the wrinkles is a face that is so thin and out of shape.

  Car after car rushed past the wind and rain, suddenly, she ran towards one car.

   Then she was slammed into the air, and then fell heavily. The rain hit her face from time to time, but strangely, her face was peaceful.

  The corners of her lips moved slightly.

   still seems to be that sentence.

  Don’t be afraid, there is a mother...

  (End of this chapter)