American Comics: Opening Guidance Batman - ~ It's the 1st anniversary of the publication of this book! Summary・Thank you

On January 19, 2022, a new Qidian writer named Yumu Shaosheng opened the Qidian Writer Assistant and uploaded about 10,000 words of novel content.

As of January 19, 2023, this book has been published for one year! !

On the occasion of the Spring Festival and the first anniversary of this book, everyone must be very curious to know the details of the author's creation, so I will share with you what preparations I did before writing this book...

The answer is that no preparations have been done at all.

I also know that everyone must want to know, how did this book build its ideas in the early stages of creation?

The answer is that there is no thought at all.

I just want to try whether Qidian's writer assistant works well! !

Why have written nearly 4 million words? ! ! !

What am I doing now? ! ! ! !

I don't know if you have heard of a famous theory called "throw the hat over the wall first".

It roughly means that if you feel that you don't have the determination to do something, then throw the hat on the opposite side of the wall first, so that with sunk costs, you have to go over the wall to retrieve the hat.

The author throws his hat to the opposite side of the Himalayas.

When I opened the book, I was full of thoughts. I wrote 10,000 words in three hours, and I was really chic. A year later, in order to fill in the holes, I scratched my head and didn’t write 2,000 words in four hours. I was also really embarrassed.

Digging a pit for a while, filling the crematorium! !

Every day at two o'clock in the middle of the night, when I dream back at midnight, I have to ask myself, who gave me the courage to write a novel without writing an outline? ? !

I think, maybe you have never seen any beginning writer, in the anniversary summary of his first book, the main emotion displayed is regret.

Why did you add so many settings in the first place? ! ! Why why why why why why why? ! !

In order to give me a brainstorm at the time, I added the setting casually, and rounded up a reasonable explanation of the origin, psychology and behavior, especially the book on behavioral motivation, I have almost smashed it! !

Why should I write a system? ! !

Why should I add an umbrella setting? ! ! !

Why am I writing about the autism spectrum! ! ! !

Why is it more difficult to write a beautiful manga than to write a paper? ! !

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! !

Alright, thanks for listening to my rant, let's get down to business.

First of all, the author's own evaluation of this book is that it is okay on the whole, but there are also many dissatisfaction.

80% of these points of dissatisfaction come from the source. I didn't think about it at the time, so I uploaded the text without writing the outline.

So why didn't I write an outline? ! ! !

Due to the structure and setting problems in the early stage of the article, too much pen and ink was spent later to make up for the loopholes, which also made it impossible to realize the more delicate and fast-paced unit skits I originally imagined.

If you want to write a unit short play, you need to strengthen the details, weaken the main line, and enhance the sense of substitution in each short story. However, because many of the previous settings were added casually when I wrote the text, I had to spend a lot of time. Time to explain, what the **** is going on here.

When it comes to this part, the author seems to be in prison, on the one hand, he is in a hurry, and on the other hand, he is full of regret for his youth and frivolity.

Due to the great pressure of filling the pits, the author took too much into account when unfolding certain plots, and was unable to create heartily.

And because the author's emotional pressure will be reflected in the text, the content level of this part is not satisfactory, and these authors all know it.

Many readers will find that their long-form suggestions have been deleted, some of which may be swallowed by the starting point, or deleted by the assistant, but many of them are deleted by the author himself.

Or there are a lot of comments, and it's not a bad comment, he just said a fact, such as a certain part of the plot is written like shit.

When the author saw this comment, he didn't feel angry, but just had a very absurd feeling, as if someone finally recognized the goods.

So why did I delete these reviews?

This brings me back to the first question, why on earth should I open a book?

I just wanted to try to see if Qidian's Writer Assistant client is easy to use.

The answer is that it really doesn't work! !

I reply to these comments in the background of the writer's assistant. When I reply to the person who posted this comment, I can't see the reply reminder, and the same is true for my likes.

Unless, I open the reading client of the starting point, find your comment from the vast sea of ​​chapters, and then reply, you can see the reminder.

The problem is that the chapters where some comments appear are already long ago. When I looked at the sentence you commented on, I didn't know where he appeared.

However, you have worked so hard to write for such a long time, and your opinions are very pertinent. I don’t want to give feedback. I always feel ashamed.

So, my little head had an idea, as long as I delete the comment, you can see the prompt that your comment was deleted, which means, you can know that I have read your comment.

Am I a genius?

Well, it’s actually because there were some big pits before, which made the author feel very hopeless. In the middle of writing this book, the author’s anxiety disorder once reached the point where it needed to be treated with drugs.

During that period, my mental state was not very normal. When I saw all the comments of more than three lines, I would feel that they were scolding me, so I deleted them all. For a while, I even shot all the comments without distinction. Three hours of comments were mechanically deleted in the author's background.

I think the probability of accidental damage to good reviews is half and half. If everyone finds that their long reviews have been deleted, it may be the product of the author not taking medicine and going crazy in the middle of the night.

I was wrong, I will take good medicine in the future, I am very sorry for the readers whose comments were deleted or accidentally injured, the author will try to reduce the number of times of going crazy in the future.

Of course, some comments you wrote that are too long may be swallowed by the starting point, which is beyond the control of the author. If you really think that your suggestions are very pertinent and useful to the author, you can join the group and click Small window contact me.

On the Internet, the evaluation of this book is generally mixed.

But there is a very interesting phenomenon, half of them said that I wrote like a **** in the first 30 chapters, and the other half said that I wrote like a **** after 30 chapters.

This is not simply a product of the duality of the Internet, but represents two kinds of reader groups.

Although there is no outline in the previous part, and the overall plot is relatively thin, it follows the route of traditional linear web writing without much room for writing, but the pace is fast and refreshing, and it is more suitable for readers who are accustomed to fast-paced reading.

In the second half, when the author begins to reorganize the plot and try to write unit dramas, this kind of readers may feel that the rhythm has become procrastinated, and too many descriptions and lyricisms that are meaningless to advance the plot have been mixed in.

Readers who like to read the second half may just appreciate the author's writing skills and writing skills. At the same time, they have a relatively high acceptance of unit drama narratives, so they will feel that the protagonist in the front frequently switches worlds and makes a plot without emotion. The tool man is a little thin.

To say which one the author prefers, the genre actually has its own praises and criticisms. If the whole book is unfolded in the same way as the first 30 chapters, the author will be very comfortable.

As someone who used to be proficient in some cool text websites, writing a one-line narrative, fast-paced, and filled with a lot of refreshing cool texts takes no brains at all.

Those cool construction methods seem to be engraved in my genes. I used to hold this knife, and I was very powerful on some websites, breaking through the siege, and achieved good results.

However, if the second method is adopted, the time and energy required are completely different. Most of the author's outline and detailed outline are the main plot and character settings.

All the callbacks you see in the text, as well as the ambush pens, the foreshadowing pens, the use of certain repeated sentences, the repeated responses of certain characters, and the progressive responses, are all recorded in the author's mind.

On the one hand, my brain has to undertake very trivial recording work, and on the other hand, I have to bear a lot of emotional pressure to perfect the plot. Although the author has stayed at home this year, the experience has been called ups and downs. magnificent.

In some previous plots, the author said that he drank alcohol, but he really drank alcohol.

And the degree of drinking may be more serious than you imagined, especially the part about Gotham, which is in the prelude to unconsciousness in many cases.

Many people may think that the transformation process of Batman in this book is very interesting, because it is actually the author's recovery process.

Most of the paranoia, stubbornness, and confusion in the first half were produced under the paralyzing effect of alcohol, while most of the rationality, persistence, and sudden thought in the later stage were written under the influence of sufficient drugs.

For a long time, I didn't know what I was doing.

Some people may think that I am forced by life to make money, but it is not.

My family situation is not bad, there is no family pressure, no brothers and sisters, no complicated interpersonal relationships, the money I earn from going to work and writing novels before is enough for me to live a very chic life in a city where prices are comparable to first-tier cities .

So, what the **** am I doing? Why am I making myself so miserable? Why choose the most thankless path between easy and difficult?

I couldn't sleep anyway in the middle of the night, and when I got up and thought about it, I realized that there were two words "love" densely packed between the words.

You may feel a little nauseous, but in fact, all the authors of novels, if they are not supported by love and passion for creation, will not earn enough money to buy medicine.

The premise is to create seriously, not to write **** like I used to.

In fact, I have also carefully analyzed that the source of most of my anxiety is that I know that this is a book that is doomed to be imperfect, just like the protagonist Schiller in this book, who was born with an almost incurable disease. mental illness.

However, a very important manifestation of anxiety disorder is the tendency of perfectionism, as the saying goes, it is obsessive-compulsive disorder.

For a while, I sat at the table and looked at the wine bottle on the table, as if there was another me sitting across from me.

That me is incomplete, no matter what method is used, it is impossible to become perfect again, like this novel, and also like the life experience of many people.

She kept saying to me, if you continue, you will just add suffering to everyone, just like those patients who are born with mental illness but come into this world.

Others are not willing to let him die, but he can't live well either.

There will be an inner voice urging you to do something that should be extreme, but she tells you that it is a decisive and judgmental decision.

So why didn't I make this decision at the time?

Because I tossed and turned, thought about it, and still felt reluctant.

Many people may know that my work on a certain website is no longer updated for various reasons. When I made this decision, I felt a very strong sense of guilt, not for the readers, but for the characters in the book .

I spent a lot of effort to make them so vivid that every action they made in the plot was made by them in my mind, not by me controlling them.

And once I decide not to continue the creation of this book, it means that my children are dead and will never come back.

I don't want to experience this feeling again.

This is the most important reason why this book can stumble up to today, not one of them.

After all, it is difficult for you to make me think rationally about the gains and losses when my mental state is not normal.

Only more extreme emotions can move me, including my love for every character in the book.

In the recent period, many people may not understand the portrayal of greed, but in fact, this is the portrayal of the author's heart.

In order to continue to shape these superheroes I love and give everyone the best ending, I have to write if I can’t continue, and I have to write more if I can’t continue. Even if my mental state is unstoppable, I still have to write.

And I have to ask, how did the author recover from this disease...

Do you think I will say, because of you?

Well, I know that by saying this, some people will be moved. After all, in the book review area of ​​this book, there are always some little fools who are fooled by the plot from time to time.

However, as an author dedicated to popular science psychology and psychiatry, I must tell everyone that the main reason for my condition to improve is sufficient drugs, and there is no other answer.

I have also seen many comments in the comment area sharing their inner trauma, or wanting to seek psychological counseling from the author.

But first of all, the author is not licensed, so it is impossible to give you any treatment advice, all I can do is tell you, don't be afraid to go to the doctor.

Some people think that it is outrageous to take medicine because of mental illness, but in fact, what you think may only exist in the psychological and emotional problems has already affected the physiology, but the mood is too low , Let you ignore this point, and seek medical treatment and take medicine as soon as possible, will open the door to a new world for you.

Of course, I have to admit that the development of psychology in China is still not perfect. The distinction between psychologists, psychological counselors, and psychiatrists is not clear enough, which has led to many people being deceived.

The author repeats that the vast majority of so-called psychological counselors do not have the right to prescribe. He is not a doctor and cannot cure diseases, but he can comfort you.

A psychiatrist has the right to prescribe and can also be responsible for comforting you.

Psychiatrists have the right to prescribe, and they may be able to comfort you, or they may not. Some doctors are only responsible for diagnosing mental illness, not for "talking" in the traditional sense.

So, don't expect a counselor to prescribe medicine for you, and don't go to a psychiatrist. Just grab a doctor and let him comfort you.

The correct process is to find a regular hospital for psychiatric registration, and follow the process for examination and diagnosis.

If the doctor judges that you don't need medication, but you still feel uncomfortable, then go to a professional psychological counselor and listen to him explain you.

And if you judge that you need to use drugs, then you must follow the doctor's advice, instead of thinking that the disease will disappear naturally just by listening to the psychiatrist.

Also, most of the reactions to mental illness that I describe in the book come from what I have seen with my own eyes.

The purpose of my writing these contents is to hope that everyone will not demonize mental illness. Like ordinary diseases, it has causes, symptoms, and pathologies, and can be treated and cured.

At the same time, I also hope that everyone will have enough patience with patients with mental illness, especially those with long-term or congenital diseases. These people are really suffering.

The autism spectrum suffered by Schiller, the protagonist of this book, is a very typical natural mental problem whose etiology is not completely clear, and there is currently no very scientific and complete cure.

Of course, not being able to be completely cured does not mean that it cannot be cured in stages. If you start to screen through the network from the people you know and the people you know, you will find that the number of children who used to be pedigree, There will be a lot more than you think.

But they are also just like ordinary people. Living in this society is only a manifestation of certain behaviors, which may produce some abnormalities.

If you notice some abnormalities in your life, or find reactions like some of the details described in this article, please don't make a fuss, and don't care too much, it's just an ordinary person.

Of course, in the end, I must thank the readers. Although drugs are the main reason for my cure, the biggest difference between psychological and spiritual problems and other diseases is that they need a better recovery environment.

For a long time, the reason why I recovered quickly was because whenever I opened the book review area, it seemed that I had entered a group of boasters, and there were many people who came to boast with a firmness that made me feel confused. I.

How much is to give me a little bit of trouble.

I don't know why they are so determined, why they can discover so many shining points in the works that are destined to be incomplete, and it is even worth their writing so many words to praise me.

It made me feel like "So this is a normal person?"

Patients with anxiety disorders are like being in a sea of ​​nothingness all the time. On the one hand, they are desperately swimming forward, not wanting to drown, but on the other hand, they know that the boat will not come.

If it is said that the ocean of common anxiety patients is an ocean of emptiness and confusion, then the author is lost in the ocean of praise.

You may think so. The moment the comment was posted, my emotional value disappeared into the air after being released, but it didn't.

Through every sentence and every word, I can figure out the psychology of everyone posting, and feel this emotion more deeply than you.

This ability has brought disaster to me. When I have not suffered any major blows and my family is happy, I have been plagued by mental illness because of my strong empathy ability.

And at this time, it becomes my boat.

If there really was a tower in my mind space, the drugs just glued it back together, but you, all the readers of this book, all your subscription comments and likes, painted the surface of it as me The perfect look that I have always wanted but couldn't get.

Although I know that nothing is perfect in this world, what people with anxiety disorders are after is an illusion.

And the reason why they cannot be cured is that in the cruel real society, most of the time, they can't even get the illusion.

I am very lucky, all readers, with their every action, weave a utopia.

Let me just click on the writer's assistant, and I can put aside all my troubles, see many imperfect people in this world, and be shaken by every word in the imperfect works I have created.

Therefore, on the occasion of the first anniversary, I would like to solemnly thank all readers of this book, including readers who may not have the money to read the original copy, or who have posted suggestions for this book on other social platforms.

Thank you, my medicine.

In addition, I would also like to thank all the readers and friends who have rewarded this book.

I really can't imagine, what kind of mood do you guys have, even though you paid to subscribe to this book, you still spend extra money to tip it? !

This kind of behavior of yours shocked me much more than the money you rewarded.

certainly. There are also people who really brought me a little financial shock, such as the 45 leaders so far in this book.

Lord! friends! 1,000 yuan for a leader! !

Whenever I think about this matter~www.novelbuddy.com~, I feel that my current state of living without worrying about food and clothing may just be because I have never seen the world.

And what makes me feel that I have never seen the world is the current silver alliance Klatias and the silver alliance dust Yi Sain in this book.

How could there be two silver alliances in this book? ! !

I didn't even write an outline when I opened the book! !

…why didn’t I write an outline when I opened the book? !

In addition, when the first boss of the Silver League Crateas appeared, I had just finished 20,000 a day. At that time, my mental state was relatively poor. I didn’t perform a single chapter or give special thanks. I am really sorry!

And that's it! ! Boss Chenyi is an eternal god! The first Silver League! Site-wide banner! ! thank you very much! !

As I said before, after the emergence of the Silver League, more updates will be made, but since the author has to commute to work for three hours a day after the full liberalization, it is really impossible to finish writing.

Therefore, the boss can wait for me to make updates when I am free, or just click on memes, and I will write what you order.

The number of words is uncertain, it depends on the complexity of the plot, you can write CP, but there is basically no way to have marginal content, because the review will not give it, and some sensitive topics are the same.

Of course, since I'm a fan fan, there may not be much room for appreciation in this kind of custom extra, but I will definitely write it seriously, and I will definitely write the outline in advance.

...so why didn't I write the outline in advance? ! !

Well, on the occasion of the first anniversary, and the Spring Festival, I would like to wish all readers and friends a happy Year of the Rabbit!

Happy New Year!

…why don’t I write the outline ahead of time? ! !